Its time to get bck fit and more charming. Wohooo GYM GYM! ?
This month goin for laser resurfacing, wish me luck! ! Can't
Wait to build up my muscle and hope can buy
new car honda city for nxt year target. =)
I m coming! !
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Monday, August 29, 2011
Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past
A tear comes to mind, when I think of you
And remember the time when our friendship was new.
A gentle smile centered on your face,
And I knew that then was the time and place,
To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart.
I thought we'd be forever and never part,
But now we have come to a fork in the road,
Where we must no longer carry each other's load,
Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar,
For the paths we are taking are very far apart.
I will remember always the places we went,
And cherish forever the time we've spent.
So now is the time where I say goodbye,
Spend one last minute lost in your eyes.
As much as I know that we can't stay,
I hope our paths will cross again some other day
A tear comes to mind, when I think of you
And remember the time when our friendship was new.
A gentle smile centered on your face,
And I knew that then was the time and place,
To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart.
I thought we'd be forever and never part,
But now we have come to a fork in the road,
Where we must no longer carry each other's load,
Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar,
For the paths we are taking are very far apart.
I will remember always the places we went,
And cherish forever the time we've spent.
So now is the time where I say goodbye,
Spend one last minute lost in your eyes.
As much as I know that we can't stay,
I hope our paths will cross again some other day
Sunday, August 28, 2011
。。。
She said i am lazy always take mc...
Do u know since small i hv blood bone problem...
Have u ever tried to understand me...?
I really jealous those ppl who can stand so long...
Really hurt..
Do u know since small i hv blood bone problem...
Have u ever tried to understand me...?
I really jealous those ppl who can stand so long...
Really hurt..
28 August 2011
I will remember...
Every single word from your mouth are so poison and so mean.....Really hurt...
I come back with Full heart and want to build up our mistake in past for both of us ,
I put down my pride and everything , this 2 month i changed , i Builded my carrier and everything and i come back just to ensure u be happier then previous. People grow and people made mistake, U just dont understand!!!
After 2 years will hv a big semi-D house for us, And my job life is getting better and better , I just need u by myside thats all, U dont understand!!! AT ALL!!! TO U ALL IS ABOUT PAST!!! FCUK IT!!! U WONT UNDERSTAND AND WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO FOR BOTH OF Us!
But u break everything into dust.
I am so wrong about u, I will remember....August 28 2011
Congratulation Ur revange succeed.
This PAIN!!! I remember for my life , I will not do such idiot thing again.
And thank U!!
My life wont down bcuz of this i just will grow stronger!
Every single word from your mouth are so poison and so mean.....Really hurt...
I come back with Full heart and want to build up our mistake in past for both of us ,
I put down my pride and everything , this 2 month i changed , i Builded my carrier and everything and i come back just to ensure u be happier then previous. People grow and people made mistake, U just dont understand!!!
After 2 years will hv a big semi-D house for us, And my job life is getting better and better , I just need u by myside thats all, U dont understand!!! AT ALL!!! TO U ALL IS ABOUT PAST!!! FCUK IT!!! U WONT UNDERSTAND AND WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS TRYING TO DO FOR BOTH OF Us!
But u break everything into dust.
I am so wrong about u, I will remember....August 28 2011
Congratulation Ur revange succeed.
This PAIN!!! I remember for my life , I will not do such idiot thing again.
And thank U!!
My life wont down bcuz of this i just will grow stronger!
Saturday, August 27, 2011
想给你最好的我 就算只是朋友
信不过别人把你追走 也信不过自己暂时把你拥有
做朋友 是保护你 最坏也是最好的藉口
不如不见 记得以前和你分享我的担心
烦恼还有我的骄傲
但现在我们之间却变得越来越有礼貌
When we broke up
你的朋友一定拍手说好
现在你身边的他们大概都不喜欢我
但是我还是我 我还一样地活
The reason why 我决定离开There is Only One Reason
Why Coz I know you deserve better and more
没了我大家信不过的那个星座
你一定要好好生活 别想太多为什么我写了这首歌 只想用心对你说
I love you and I still do I love you now
But It is just in a different way if I may
Hey Be sure I know you used to love me more (appreciate)
But now as a friend
.
做朋友 是保护你 最坏也是最好的藉口
不如不见 记得以前和你分享我的担心
烦恼还有我的骄傲
但现在我们之间却变得越来越有礼貌
When we broke up
你的朋友一定拍手说好
现在你身边的他们大概都不喜欢我
但是我还是我 我还一样地活
The reason why 我决定离开There is Only One Reason
Why Coz I know you deserve better and more
没了我大家信不过的那个星座
你一定要好好生活 别想太多为什么我写了这首歌 只想用心对你说
I love you and I still do I love you now
But It is just in a different way if I may
Hey Be sure I know you used to love me more (appreciate)
But now as a friend
.
August 27
Cold weather and blue sky today, feel like msg u , invite u out , and ask how are u
What u doing.... but I m affraid being rejected and my msg u will feel anouying , bcuz I know u will choose go
Out with yr friend, not me.
I should get busy...and not think about it.
Good night
What u doing.... but I m affraid being rejected and my msg u will feel anouying , bcuz I know u will choose go
Out with yr friend, not me.
I should get busy...and not think about it.
Good night
Thursday, August 25, 2011
August 2011
August 23, afternoon I went to dp to buy present for somebody, while walking alone inside dp , everything recall bck on my mind, I remember I promised to buy her watch and celebrates with her. I smiled and go inside the shop and start choosing , during that time I really out of budjet to buy a watch over rm 200 , but those memories recall back ...
Past:
Me:hey dear.... u like to wear watch but why always wear cheap watch. .
Her:is ok, branded thing vry expensive , cheap thing but look nice is ok to me, and I don't mind wear cheap watch as long as I like it.
Me: haha... (speak to myself someday I will buy u better watch..)
When buying I got two option. Rm109 and 268 but 109 look nt really nice n no bling bling inside So I decide to take 268, lucky got discount if not I goin to eat sand .
During night time... then begin our meeting after 2 and a half month break up....I maybe I m stupid enuff to do back those thing , but I just know that I love her ..love is blind right? =)
So I went to fetch her, and begin some casual chat In Side my car, everything goes well, until we reached klebang sunset bar... after dinning we chat abit about our past...and suddenly the waiter bring out my cake that I brought to her for tonight birthday countdown celebration, And her eye begin to tear... my heart feel so pain , I don't know why I m in pain... bcuz my plan tonight is to watch her smile..(Forgive me if my english is broken) , but I m glad she happy.
After 12am is August 24 and I still remember is her special day...I wanted too ....
But something went so wrong that night....
My feeling is getting heavy and heavier...
Before our night ends I just wanted to gv her another surprice, but thing doest go smoothly.... I want to giv her roses,present and purpose to her. . But she reject to folo me and folo another guy who wanted to chase her. During that time somethin appear on my mind was. ... everythinv already changed only I m the one that not yet changed.
Maybe I am not importaint and dint exist in your heart anymore. Someday.... if u read this blog , I hope u understand my heart to u is real.... although everything is too late ... Sorry...
if only I can go back to the past.
Past:
Me:hey dear.... u like to wear watch but why always wear cheap watch. .
Her:is ok, branded thing vry expensive , cheap thing but look nice is ok to me, and I don't mind wear cheap watch as long as I like it.
Me: haha... (speak to myself someday I will buy u better watch..)
When buying I got two option. Rm109 and 268 but 109 look nt really nice n no bling bling inside So I decide to take 268, lucky got discount if not I goin to eat sand .
During night time... then begin our meeting after 2 and a half month break up....I maybe I m stupid enuff to do back those thing , but I just know that I love her ..love is blind right? =)
So I went to fetch her, and begin some casual chat In Side my car, everything goes well, until we reached klebang sunset bar... after dinning we chat abit about our past...and suddenly the waiter bring out my cake that I brought to her for tonight birthday countdown celebration, And her eye begin to tear... my heart feel so pain , I don't know why I m in pain... bcuz my plan tonight is to watch her smile..(Forgive me if my english is broken) , but I m glad she happy.
After 12am is August 24 and I still remember is her special day...I wanted too ....
But something went so wrong that night....
My feeling is getting heavy and heavier...
Before our night ends I just wanted to gv her another surprice, but thing doest go smoothly.... I want to giv her roses,present and purpose to her. . But she reject to folo me and folo another guy who wanted to chase her. During that time somethin appear on my mind was. ... everythinv already changed only I m the one that not yet changed.
Maybe I am not importaint and dint exist in your heart anymore. Someday.... if u read this blog , I hope u understand my heart to u is real.... although everything is too late ... Sorry...
if only I can go back to the past.
Chicken Pox!!
I been infected by chicken pox and that really ruined my face ,
Its been 3 month although look much better but still got some scar ,
Although is not deep but still hurt me alot T___T ,
But doctor told me i can fix it ehehehe.... So i can get my skin back even better,
All i need is MONEHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
RM600 1 time(Laser Resurfacing).... Phew really hurt my wallet badly. But its worth it after doing some research. And is malacca best skin doctor so should be ok right? :)
Wish me luck
Its been 3 month although look much better but still got some scar ,
Although is not deep but still hurt me alot T___T ,
But doctor told me i can fix it ehehehe.... So i can get my skin back even better,
All i need is MONEHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
RM600 1 time(Laser Resurfacing).... Phew really hurt my wallet badly. But its worth it after doing some research. And is malacca best skin doctor so should be ok right? :)
Wish me luck
Hehehe I m Back`
Is been 1 years back then, I continue wrote back my blog to get rid of my daily life anger, and throw those real emotion of my in here , Bcuz in real world u just cant share it , ppl will think i am NUTS!! Phew~ Maybe some of u guys will feel digust about my blog but feel free , I dint write to gv people see anyway.
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