Thursday, December 29, 2011

33 Hour more end of 2011

Could not believe this year will be celebrating without you by myside.


33 more hours i will erase everything.


At least i can see both of us are happily moving forward with our life
isnt it? hee hee hee I am happy actually....But i also feel sad....For some reason i
dont know why.....?! why?! I could nt get the answer , Maybe u felt the same too? Do u?


Fck Fck Fck plz Dun emo again GARY LEE!!! Felt much better release it on my blog LOL!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

What done is done , I know i cant let go , I will make u hate me alot until cant bcome friends , So that the only way for me to let go . Is pain for me doing like this , Nobody know , Only i know , self know , U know? i dont think so...

Therefore keep meeting each other just will make me fall for u...If become friends? what will it be? Worst.... U should understand. Caring a person who doest love u and hate u just will make thing worst. I finally understand reason why ppl said long term relationship after break can't be friends. From what u see I look like hv a problem. If u dun wan a relationship just cut it , dun show emotion , and keep yr distance so will u keep my respect for u!

I want focus on my life .
Just let it be.... Even ENEMY. HATE me Dont be SOFT , OR i will fall again.
Everything u did even u don't have motive , I will feel like what u trying to do have motive to be together , when I comes u cut me in to half, I guess I was trying too hard and desperate to protect u, I gave love but I get abused , sometimes I do feel I am naive , I give but I dont like the feel being used , is true u feel I am selfish , Hw selfish I am compare to u ? Am I selffish enough to pay back revenge like you did? U said u understand love, really?? u said u went to ns I dint look for u , dint call u , how can I call since yr hp keep by teacher, during Sunday I can't even move a feet, how can I take off? Yes I do miss u a lot do u realize that? I wait for u 3month! When I was infected by chicken pox what u did? Revange? I m terribly sick lying on bed can't eat and sleep with skin full of pox , is that suffer then going ns? Have u ever realize ? REALIZE?
Every love story has an ending , I guess our end up like this. I dont hate you , I m regret seriously , I m regret bcuz thing should be better. U are not the person I knew long ago the 1st time I meet. Just like 2 person. At least is a great experience and growing up